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khid.

spin the wheel around

just when i thought i could never be as happy as i did before, i am once again proven wrong. my friends have impeccably perfect timing. hearts to sam and zara loves. god they know how to make me smile. and just when im about to cry, dweeby makes me feel better but as always once im fine he'll make me cry again. but at least i'll be crying because he made me not anyone else. and harry bass, always there to be the ear i always complain to. and not to mention two very cute (in my eyes) boys totally making me feel way better heh heh. life has its way of turning things around. i love that. 

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who in the world cares if she has a s**tape. she's a good singer and i appreciate her. i love her! not to mention harith and i bapak perasan im her and he's chuck in gossip girl. classic khid&harith antics. enjoy. owh and listen to her other songs. delish!

khidmah raffick owes her friends.

kababom!

happy belated but never the less sweet seventeenth

to,

mohd harith (29/6) ee ling (30/6) reza adam (30/6) shazlan (1/7)

its been a whole 3 months now. i've been missing u crazy. its true that u dont know what u got till its gone. so i just gotta brace myself and face my mistake. theres nothing else to do but face it. stay strong. though i know i can only do it for so long. 

i use to have it all worked out. now im slowly crashing. making sure i feel every bit of pain on the way. its like my brain has gone totally haywire, and i cant do anything about it. 

my only cure, my only way back to being sane has left. gone. far away and im quite sure he wont be coming back. he sped off in his car on the track that he said was his life. that i was once on. not anymore. 

finding the way back would be hard. but i must try my best for if i never try i shall never know. maybe i might have a better life in store for me. so why should i be stuck her. i gotta leave all the pain behind. no matter how long it takes i can do it and i will do it. no matter how long it takes. 

Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you

I know you like the long 'do, 

Had to switch my attitude up

Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more

On the passenger side

Too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it

I'm so over it, I've been there and back

Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering

I got that new

I'm a single girl swag

Got me with my girls and we're singin' it

khid.

im in a good place.

happy 17th to urs truly =)

 im officially allowed to drive. weehee. but i dont think i will just yet. hehe

dear friends and families, thank you so much for putting color in my life. like literally. hhaha.

my lovelies surprised me... they got me a cake =) thanks so much! then zaf got me an electric blue sling pouch. thanks so much love! like no shit nye long time lover lah u!

after school i went to watch transformers with the rest of the jing bang gang. and aivin love treated me to subway. thanks so much baby vin!

and kakak just got back and she got me a watch.... awwhhhhh! a yellow one too! ily u!

the funny part is both kakak and zaf wanted to get me the same stuff. but it was gone!! so they got 2 differently awesome gifts! funny kan! 

transformers was awesome!! im gonna kill nabeel for being a spoiler though. haha ok so 3 of my 4 ultimate besties have wished me. my birthday wont be complete without ur wish lah dweeb!

harith gave me the cutest text ever. love him to bits. 

from zaffy

from kakak =)

thanks to everyone who made my day. from the bottom of my heart, thank you =)

khid.